I know this starts to read like a religious sermon but please stick with my thought process and tell me if I am wrong?
There is a mysterious story in 2 Kings that can help us to grow in courage as we face future uncertainty. Israel is at war with Aram. Elisha the man of God is using his prophetic powers to reveal to the Israelites the strategic plans of the Aramean army. At first the King of Aram thinks that one of his officers is playing the spy. But when he learns the truth, he dispatches troops to go and capture Elisha who is residing in Dothan.
There is a mysterious story in 2 Kings that can help us to grow in courage as we face future uncertainty. Israel is at war with Aram. Elisha the man of God is using his prophetic powers to reveal to the Israelites the strategic plans of the Aramean army. At first the King of Aram thinks that one of his officers is playing the spy. But when he learns the truth, he dispatches troops to go and capture Elisha who is residing in Dothan.
The
Aramean troops move in under cover of darkness and surround the city. In the
morning Elisha's servant is the first to discover that they are trapped and he
fears for his master's safety. He runs to Elisha and says, "Oh, my lord, what shall we do?" The prophet answers "Don't
be afraid. Those who are with us are more than those who are with them."
But
who would believe that when the surrounding mountainside is covered with
advancing enemy troops? So Elisha prays, "O Lord, open his eyes
so he may see."
Then the Lord opens the servant's eyes, and he looks and sees the hills full of
horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha (2 Kings 6:8-23).
This
vision was all that Elisha's disciple needed to reassure him. At the end of the
story, not only was the prophet of God safe but the invading army was totally
humiliated.
The enemies of God are
far more numerous than those who gave up their time this morning to worship Him
at their local church. Sure, not everyone who did not attend Church this morning
is an enemy of God. But they are not doing much to help His Cause.
I was prompted by Tweets
from a few optimistic supporters to put up my hand and offer to take the vacant
seat of Pope Benedict. I smile at their naivety. Some think that we can circumnavigate
the conclave process and force the sort of Pope that the world genuinely needs and
wrestle the Church away from the aging and inept Cardinals. Although it did
happen in past generations and the time is perfect for it to happen this year, it’s
not going to happen!
The reason is, most
Catholics don’t care. The Catholic Church is populated with apathy. I see it every
week. People strolling into Mass behind the priest and right up to the Gospel
time you still see the tardy mostly Filipinos looking for a seat or standing
outside the doors. Throughout the service everyone is shifting uneasily in
their seats, looking at their Iphones or just looking around. The priest is
waxing on about something irrelevant and boredom looms over everyone like a
cloud you can feel. And these are the ones who bothered to go to Church!
But do many of them feel
motivated to enliven the experience themselves by their participation? Does
anyone want to be moved by the Spirit of God that is in the place? I doubt it.
See, here I am on a
Sunday morning, pondering the social and spiritual problems that impact on the
world while the rest of the Church membership read their secular Sunday papers
wondering how they will spend the day: whether to do that nagging household repair,
ponder decisions that relate to their out-of-control mortgage, prepare
themselves to face a difficult working week or hesitate to correct that erring
child who just go home as the sun rose.
The problems of life
impede us from reflecting on the real issues that prevail upon our rapidly destabilizing
society. We don’t want to think about the future more than the day or week
ahead.
In the reading from 2
Kings, God causes Elisha to turn his eyes not to the magnitude of the advancing
enemy but to the grace and power of God whom he had at his disposal.
Maybe that is what I
need to do more of. Trust in God, like I keep telling Josefina who sees our rising
debt and failing fortunes.
Josefina often criticizes
me for being too focused on the Church’s ills and not investing more of my time
and energy into making a future for us.
“If we don’t fix the errors
in the Church and in society Josefina, what is the point of even bothering to
give birth to children who will live in the future?” I counter.
I see so many
approaching catastrophes that it sometimes causes me to lose optimism about the
future. Maybe you see them too?
The rising debt which
our country is being plunged deeper into by a Government desperate to cling to
power. The tide of illegal asylum seekers who are of largely unknown origins
are like a cancer we invite into our body. We do not know how much damage they pose
to our national security and they continue to be placed in populated areas and
have been given free access to the internet and radical Islamic websites.
The enormous increase in
availability of illegal drugs and the attractiveness that they seem to offer
our youth. The massive problem of mental illness and those whose family are
suffering with nowhere to turn for support, whom we turn our backs on. The sheer
volume of weapons on the streets and in the hands of dangerous people that the
police seem incapable of stemming. Outlawed motorcycle gangs who flaunt the law
and the criminals that our courts keep returning to the streets. Growing ghettos
of ethnic people displaying foreign language signs turning Australian towns and
cities into cultural exclusion zones.
The number of legal and
illegal sex shops springing up in every town bringing with them all of the
above!
Not many people seem
concerned about these elements of our society that no longer resemble the
country I grew up in.
We joke about the fact
that we used to leave our houses unlocked at night and the windows of our car
wound down when we parked on streets in our home town but I think it’s a crying
shame that we can no longer do that.
Why can’t we have those
times again? Why can’t we have neighbourhoods where people talk to each other
and know each other’s names?
It’s not too much to expect that people have the confidence to allow their kids to walk the streets and play with the neighbour’s kids.
It’s not too much to expect that people have the confidence to allow their kids to walk the streets and play with the neighbour’s kids.
I feel we fail as a
culture if we allow the erosion of all that we hold dear. Family, job security,
freedom of speech, freedom of religion, and willingness to trust the very
people whom society suggests we ought to: politicians, police and priests!
I'm a strong Catholic and it has always been my intention to become a priest and even if the celibacy laws were changed I always planned on remaining celibate since my dream was to become a missionary evangelist traveling from country to country - kind of like the early Marists and Jesuits did - and I know many current missionary brothers. It would never be appropriate for me to get married since I will be spending 24/7 on spreading the gospel in the manner of St. Frances Xavier.
ReplyDeleteI currently work as a doctor myself and was planning on doing that for 2 more years before I joined a missionary traditionalist order. However Im very concerned with all the things which you have stated which almost make me want to give up that ambition.
Perhaps you can provide us with some comments on the benefits and worthwhile aspects about being a priest. You mentioned you went to the convent of St Teresa of the Cross. Surely there were good experiences as well. Do you have any comments of encouragement which may help me or any advice about picking a seminary or university?
Let me start by saying, I have enormous admiration for doctors. You are already serving God and can use your vocation of healing bodies to heal souls as well. If you are a strong Catholic and doctor, Anonymous, why not have the courage of your convictions to use your name? I find it rather sad too that you delay your decision a further 2 years to become 24/7 a servant of Jesus. Jesus told them man who said he would follow Him after He did this or that, "you are not worthy of the kingdom of God". Jesus wants us to follow Him now..not in our own time. I meet lots of people who make excuses for why they dont immediately drop their nets and follow Jesus. Some are valid. But I think you will regret the delay. I followed Jesus to become a priest as soon as I sensed the urge during Adoration in Neutral Bay once at 4am. But I did not count the cost and measure if i had the stamina to go for the rest of my life. I guess you have to wait for my book to read about the mental gymnastics I had to learn to cope with my nagging doubts. However, when I chose priesthood I could not choose where I would minister. As much as you may feel drawn to missionary work in foreign lands, as one Asian man pointed out when I told him I was a priest from Australia (I was working in another country at the time) "Why dont you work among your own people? It seems they need priests more than we do!"
DeleteHe was right. As much as I enjoyed the success of ministry in Asia and the adulation of the catholics who love the priests so much, I knew Australia needs conversion more immediately..
The choice of a seminary is difficult Anonymous. I think the Holy Spirit will draw you to your own local seminary so that you end up working among the people who know you and most need your inspiration. You sound like a good man and i pray you will indeed follow the vocation that God is calling you to. PLease try and follow the example of Jesus and before you make the decision, spend the whole night alone in the hills in prayer.. you will get your answer more clearly that I can say it.. Blessings Doctor!
Fr. Kevin, have you considered converting to Eastern Orthodoxy or Episcopalianism? They would allow you to still remain a priest and in fact welcome your invalid marriage.
ReplyDeleteI have answered this question before elsewhere. Thats like suggesting to a doctor who is dismissed why dont you become a vet. I dont think that the other religions have the fullness of truth that we Catholics believe. I cant just change religion becos my bosses dont think I have the goods to keep being a priest. I need to continue to serve God's people in my own church. I think i am trying to do this by continuing to preach silently through these blogs. THanks for your suggestion and sincere question. Blessings to you!
DeleteFr. Kevin, does this video concern you:
ReplyDeletehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GCf8C1Xcpds
Yes Kananka this really does scare me! The reason I originally began to attend daily Mass, wear the scapular and pray the rosary every day for my eternal salvation was because of my fear of going to hell. I still do these but now I am more concerned to ensure that I do what Jesus said would mean I will be on the right side (and not on the goats' side) at the judgement. I feed the hungry, clothe the naked, visit the sick, those in prison, etc. I can honestly say I have done all of these. Have you? But I don't rest on my laurels. I still think there is more to do. Now instead of reading Popes and Doctors of the church sitting in monasteries writing about how few will go to Heaven, I try and help people make changes that will bring them to Heaven. I think we should spend less time talking about the problem, and more time working on a solution. Less time judging and condemning and more time pointing the way to safety. Yes thanks for reminding me of these things. I think we all need to keep working hard and tirelessly for our eternal life..
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